Game Over
it feels so odd to talk to someone about video games. i haven’t been able to play video games in a while. been so occupied with my other interests ( performing, recording and doing events) how much bliss have i miss?
i used to play video games to escape being myself and be the character and take on their troubles and responsibilities. that’s why RPGs always been my favorite. however, lately i crave that same experience to BE not myself… until the game over.
Lindo Yes! q;)[(
Anti-Social
I spent my last days working hard on so many projects that I felt withdrawn from this social world that survive in my viral life. Haven’t updated none of my social network accounts in weeks. Updating social networks started to feel like an intrusive act but i wanted to let people i don’t and can’t speak to otherwise in “the know” . Where is the balance?
No Matter What I Do
- It seems no matter how much work I get done. There always more work in this list of "to do" it makes me feel like I need a personal assistant. I guess it's like they say a starving artist don't get promotion unless they promote themselves and you got to do better than good because good is never enough.
- So, here I am editing/recording videos, songs, handling emails, working on my craft, being social, handling things around the crib feeling like I am never doing a enough, Hoping the end will justify the mean because....
- I want to do Everything and More.
- Lindo Yes! q;)[(
